wah wah

gdevening..

actually it's 6 15 in the morning..
another long night behind me..time flies
should have gone to bed at 4.
i have been doing nothing but gaia avatar art for 2 days
and gonna do some more(3 out of 10 done ._.). and when im not painting gaia avatar arts in photoshop i am watching Dragon Ball!!
or just sit behind screen blankly to rest my hand.
I got a blister on my finger by drawing yesterday
or was it day before.

anyway.. serious character art cg painting drill is going on.
i feel like i have made a right choice.

not that i can go outside or anything.
i have a damn uncured bladder infection and i wont make it to the doctor agaiiin today
i think.. cus ill prolly sleep until 3 or 4 in the afternoon.

also i should shower. *sniiifff*

well..
really i'm a pretty sad sight right now
diseased, smelly, dressed up in any warm rags found lying around the filthy messy..sTicky room.
Avoiding people, watching anime thats dubbed like it's meant for 5 year-olds.
eating once a day and creating....

..preeetty pretty custom avatar art for teenagers!

nice.

also drinking a lottt of herb tea hopin it'll make me well.
and pills

always with the pills.

Feeling pretty good actually
i could live like that for few more days or a week even
feels like the best vacation.
of everything.

Dangit Joso's party is on the weekend
i dunno if i should risk severing my health by going there
His house parties are really nice and cosy. And he has a sauna! I think i will go:3

6:30 ..