dislocation

Back from Tallinn, home alone.
Took a cab from bus station, got home, made oven pumpkin(is meh) and washed the "city" off me. God I'm glad I live in Tartu. But I'm also glad that I went.
Hertta was right about leaving Tartu and getting around every once in a while. It can really make you feel like a new person and give some new perspectives.
....heh....
I'm terribly tired at 12 pm but I don't wanna go and curl up on the mattress just yet. Is a melancholic night this one. I'll drink some more tea and smoke a few more cigarettes. Savor the doleful lonely night.

P.S. One side of my jaw has been feeling uncomfily dislocaterd the whole week and on the bus to Tartu it really got misplaced. Gha wtf.