Something is terribly off tonight.
The feeling creeps up to me with terrifying certainty.
My jaw is fucked up and the net tells me this might never get better and there's a chance I remain a facecripple. However, the thought itself is so absurd that I do myself a favor and try to ignore it.
The other equally disturbing thing is that Zyr has not made it home today. And his phone is off. He called on Sat and told me he'll be hitchhiking home today. No sign of him at 1:20 am. Well.. his battery died on Friday already and he called from his dads place. I try to keep myself from getting all gray over it. Shitsucks.
And there's so much going on in my head even without that shit.
shit shit shit
shit
I'm starting to see the wintertrip to Saaremaa as a necessity. There always has to be a place to go to.
Like an homeisland. Or good drugs.
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Hanging in there.
So it happens, tomorrow is yet another day. I'll hafta make the best of it.
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oh and the pic? this blue Ded Moroz Vizard Man makes me glad. i'll let him lighten up the post for me.
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