Just a hazy personal blog for venting parts of my thoughts and life for my current and future self. Not much going on here.
Friday, October 26, 2012
Winter Sunday Morning
It's actually October, and Friday. But when it's white outside like this, and warm inside.. it just feels like a December Sunday.
woke up at about 11, took a thorough hot shower, made breakfast and now I'm just enjoying myself. what's next? there are many options..
I'm not feeling completely unmotivated and lazy anymore. I mean.. I am still very lazy but I enjoy it when i can afford it. And if i can't really afford it, but really feel like it, i rearrange my to do list a bit. My own way of life is one of the goals and I don't believe in working like crazy when young so I can relax when old. Like they say - kes teeb - see jõuab, the more I do, create, take on responsibilities, the more there is stuff to do in the future. I have to find the balance here and now and build success(?) up on it.
Few years back I used to say that if in the future i happen to spend more time on working than resting i have failed. Today I wouldn't be so harsh. Working can be a real joy and an essential part of a relaxed happy lifestyle. It just has to be for myself, and have a meaning. Same goes for resting. It can make you really unhappy if you do it for the wrong reasons, wrong way and too much.
My options for today and near future are such - make graphic design for MSI and get some money next week (totally broke right now :), finish 2 oil portraits and get a bit more money somewhen in the near future to invest in collage materials and get started on collages. I am finally really getting back with the collage thing and I'm feeling it, the inspiration, the urge to do them, the wish to work hard on creating more awesome art. Pretty much just for myself but I hope I'll find ways to get those artworks out of studio corners and into display spaces or new homes.
It just feels right.
And I'm involved in another fun project for the broski, an animated music video that's gonna be totally my illustrations through and trough. In a fun quirky pokemon burton machinarium style. Or something along these lines. It's quite at the beginning of character development stage right now so it's yet hard to tell exactly how it's gonna look like.
Well, it's almost 1 now, the day awaits me :3
I'll be back later some day probably.
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