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2022? 2021?

I dont know, I dont care, I've been lost and hurt for years now and it's just...

embarrassing.

Wrong.

But I look okay-...ish?

When granma asks me how I'm doing, I tell her I'm... ok, normal. As always, yeah?

I do the things. Family. Dishes. Random gigs, Võlukunst, the Uni, friends.... sometimes? . As well as I'm able. I don't paint no more tho.

I do spend hours upon hours on the couch, watching Netflix or gaming, or sleeping, or drinking or scrolling, or all at once. To "recharge" after every half to two hours of "productivity" or.. "socialization".

The introvert creative type, eh? 

Smart and independent, I have all the answers. I even have a shrink! Whom I haven't seen for almost 2 years. Like my brother... But I mean to. All day every day, I mean for all sorts of things to start happening.

I'm on the right track. What doesn't kill me makes me stronger and wiser. 

I'm not alone.